Hi Everyone, 

It has indeed been some time since I've posted anything. Reflected on my previous post. Wow, I was 26 then and 31 now. How fast time has flew by. I read my blog posts like the first time I was meeting the owner of this blog. Who is she who was worried everyday about what her partner thinks of her? Who is the one moping and wallowing in self despair over a job that wasn't suited for her haha?. The problems seems so small now, like they were so miniscule compared to the difficulties and hardship I was facing throughout my absence from this blog. Youth seems like a denim jeans, a new pair, unwashed and not distressed. 

I am inside still the same sappy, moody person. But, I nowadays take the effort to try to be happy and try to appreciate life. I switched my line of work and managed to work remotely for the first time (like full time and not due to Covid) and it was rewarding, I managed to stay home more. Managed to spend some time alone. But it was too lonely at times, so alone with your thoughts it was scary. But I appreciated that I could stay home after being tortured at work previously. But to be honest, I missed having physical colleagues as well. Perhaps a 2 day in the office might be fun. The work I was doing now was plenty to keep me busy the whole day but sometimes I was less motivated than others. I kind of need to do work now at the moment as well but here I am reminiscing on old blog posts. 

I'll be back when the nostalgic vibes return. toodaloo for now!